Graceless: An MM Enemies to Lovers Romance (Graceless Duet Book 1) by N. N. Britt

One young man with a secret that can damage a political career and his family’s reputation. One superstar on the rise with a secret that can destroy the other man’s life. Their fates shouldn’t have collided… Except one of them takes matters into his own hands. College student Dylan Watson has spent the past three years mourning the mysterious death of his beloved sister and hating her bandmate–he's convinced Iodine’s lead singer Kai Delisa had something to do with Ava’s "accident." When her old band unexpectedly signs a massive record deal with a major label, Dylan decides to do what he should have done years ago–find out exactly what happened that tragic night. For an up-and-coming rock star, Kai isn't an easy man to track down. There's precious little info about him online, and what's there is more confusing than enlightening. But when Dylan’s and Kai's paths finally cross, the meeting triggers a chain of events that unravels Dylan’s life and shatters the cherished image of his sister. What’s worse? Kai threatens the one secret Dylan has tried to hide since high school: he likes men. And despite years of hating Kai, their time together makes two things crystal clear. Dylan's attracted to him, and that attraction is mutual. Torn between the dark past he can’t shake off and the uncertain future he might be able to have if he dares to give in to the allure of the intense chemistry he has with Kai, Dylan is now facing some hard choices. Graceless is a high-angst, slow-burn MM romance that explores the following themes: depression, mental illness, suicide, and abuse. _________ Graceless is the first installment of the duet. Dylan and Kai’s story concludes in Faithful. It's written in Dylan's POV in first person present tense.